Wednesday, September 19, 2012
I hate it that every person i open up to ends up hurting me in the end. why why whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
i cant just be comfortable with anyone anymore without having to be exclusive with them. im so sick and tired of pain. i miss syafiq so much. it has barely been 3 weeks and the pain is getting more and more unbearable. and what man. who the hell are you to interrogate me. nurd. why u make me sad. you knw how much pain im going thru with fiq. you knw how much i miss him. yet you put me thru all this shit today. thanks. hidhir, stay out ok.
im sick of opening up to guys, really hoping they'd be different, and then ending up with the same shit. my heart aches. real bad.
i hate to go to school with swollen eyes. people are starting to notice