sigh, if im here means i just dont knw what else to do. this is usually my last resort. i cant talk to fiq about it. im too scared, too scared to face the consequences and the outcome. so i talked to yooj about it, and she really thinks i should clear it out. but then again, im not ready for any drama. honestly, what if it happens, i dont want it to happen.. do i? omg im so screwed. im such a mess.
i cant even find all the right words to explain myself. so, i'll just leave it as it is, and let things flow.