while all these songs are playing, i honestly cant bring myself to explain myself.. to explain what im feeling, what im going through. he was the person that i would call if a situation like this occurs. but he is the situation now, so who can i call? /: i want this friendship to continue as much as he wants to.. but why is it that i couldnt bring myself to say the right words? why is it that i always say the wrong things at the worst times?
what hurts the most?
well, all this. i really dont want all this to happen. doubt i can sleep all this away.