Thursday, December 3, 2009
Phew. I have been practising gz these days but im scared all this last minute cramming aint gna help. I seriously dont want history to repeat so i've been practising for hours. it all depends on th few minutes i have in tht room when th time comes. anw, heard from peepos tht this yr's examiner veh nice. but still, i doubt i'll be any good. pfft. nevertheless, im pretty happy cos i've been practising everyday since monday and i make an effort to look into th details :D but still aint enough uh. i knw it man. smth inside me just poking my shoulder telling me , i've gta do more. but how? tml gna have cca in sch, gna knw whd tsb honestly thinks about my playing, tho cfm i knw its gna be horrid (apparently i get real panic-y playing infront of him, no idea why. -.-) help. ):
anw, blahblahblah. today was a bore. seriously. half woke up to screams of mom. she threw away my contacts after looking thru my stuff agn, but who cares, expire alrd anw, planned to go out quite early but couldnt overcome my fatigue, kept falling asleep on th sofa. LOL. in th end went out kinda late. went bimbo's place to change blah, din watch new moon, i was feeling lazy and since it was alrd late, we decided to just go fep. thr, we walked around, jia did her nails. nice ttm. if ony mom wasnt over reacting these days. ah , whdev it is, im planning to go tht shop to ask them buff my nails after gz exam. ok right. my toe nails are gone case, but i feel like putting colour on them. dont care bout mom luh. go to hell w her annoyance. din do much, as you can see, and i was having a bad mood , well kinda, realised tht my hair sucked more than i actually knew. so from today onwards, imma curl my hair everytime im going out. no more straight hair, straight hair can go pshhhh. so looking forward to this sat, gng out w kin, so most prob will go fep, then i'll see th situation and maybe get a pedi . still hvnt cfmed th date of my gz exam. if its on sat, i'll freak out and be pissed. please dont. make it a sun or smth. -.- uh gosh. i hope i can get dad's money for books easy, cos im depending alot on tht money. cant wait to get books from cris so i can get moeny from daddy. hais. im hungry right now but who cares im just gna sleep, i wanna lose some of these weight tht has been gained due to my recent high chocolate intake. oh! talking bout losing weight, mama's letting me take muay thai. how fucking cool is tht man?! she said my cousin's a trainer so she dont mind letting me go. woohhhhh! awesome ness, im gna be kickass strong man! (yeah i knw dream on... -.- ) but a girl have her imaginations right. LOL.
buhbye then! :D