Okay. you knw th thing. My sundays are rotting days. I dont wna go deep into tht. But, I do wna say smth.
1. Im going to change the way i eat . LOL
`Just saw an awesome video, i wish i can buy th stuff but ah heck i think it provided me w th best dietery info evarrrr. Anw, its to make sure i dont eat th same thing everyday. So imma gna make sure i get to eat dif stuff everyday, blahblahblah. I hope this plan thingy works. And in addition, im gna go swimming to, once in a while i guess. and then maybe, if i can get my butt out of th hse, morning jogs. heheh.
2.
I've been feeling rather guilty cos i din prac gz tday or ytd, and i guess its a lil too late to prac now since my dad is home and i have 'no space' in th hse to prac. (and mom would get pretty mad if i start now. pfft.) fck my lazyness.
3.
i hope this muay thai thingy isnt one of mom's just-say-but-dont-do things, cos thts gna really piss me off. grr. (99.9% true btw) i've never gotten a chalet, a bike, a bbq, a bday bash, a day out or a swim w friends like she said she would want to give . -.- why do i bother dreaming.
Ah hell. Sometimes i dont understand why tht bitch keeps me alive in this so-totally-opposite life. grr.
wow, i just got from happy to grr. in one short post. (Y)
