Thursday, December 17, 2009
Heylo people. Im otw to orchare. Pfft. Feels so long since i went w jia for her mani. Anw, xmas is around th corner and i've decided to bake cookies when,im free. But the problem is, hmwk. Hvnt touched it at all. And the dreaded malay book report. Gosh fuck malay man. Grr. I searched sengkang library and not a single misteri book. Wtf. So stuck w this nonsense book and i have no idea what half th book is crapping about. Nbcb. Then thrs th newspaper report thingy tht i din get th hmwk assignment. Sucks huh. Then, i cant go out at all cos tht pmpn sundal has been catching me for so called gng out. Cb bitch. And cut to the freaking chase, this hols is th worst in 2 years. Sob. Maybe she should have just killed herself tht day pfft. Whddo i care. My weight losing scheme aint working and thighs getting bigger. Gettinh fatter at a very fast pace. Plus im totally not mentally rdy for next yr, and th malay o's . Fuck. New stuff, new people. Same old me.
and just so you knw, im confused cos i convinced myself a long time ago tht im over it. But part of me aint. So im praying i can move on tho its been v long. And no, i dont want to go back, i'll just keep those days in me, to remind myself tht yre not whd others day you are.