Faith&Hope.

Hallu

I'm

Little

Miss

Nut

Why, hello there.

Well, sometimes I think I'm sick of talking. So when I am, I realise I still want and need to let it all out. When that happens, I tweet. But I can no longer tweet freely can I? Cos apparently I have obligations to tell people things. Obligations. Funny word. Never liked it.. think i never will. So anyway, back to my story, I'm sick and tired of bullshit from people.. so I run away from reality. Ok fine, not really. I just come here.. and say out everything and we;;, no one will judge me (: Pathetic, I know, but what else can a girl like me do? It's aight.. im fine this way (:

if you are reading this, then thats just it. nothing else. haha. ok byebye, have a nice day (:

Nut ♥ 17!

Firstly, im the weird girl that make people say "Whoa" when they take one look at me. I scream, laugh and jump anytime I want to & feel like. Im obsessed with tweeting and just recently, instagram too. My love for the arts is indescribable. I don't regret ever being involved in Guzheng, Youth Flying Club, Dikir, and all the other things that i've been exposed to my whole life. I spent 6 years in PLMGS then 4 in Xinmin, and now im in NYJC Alhamdullilah Secondly, I wna get an everlasting movie card and a swim in a hot chocolate swimming pool. Twentytwo.One.Ninetyfive are the numbers. (You'd better remember!) Third, I have a money-spending problem and just can't get enough of purple, orange and bunnies. Im in urgent need of growing taller and losing weight so all help would be appreciated. Next, I understand that my family ain't perfect but believe it or not, i love them! ;) Im also a fickleminded-sucker who makes wrong choices every now and then. I wanna be a billionaire, so fucking bad. Heh, yes please. Finally, there is no such thing as too much chocolate or cheese. (Okay fine, sometimes they're too much. Heh.) TYVM :D

Friday, November 27, 2009

First things first, good things in life...

Ytd had a last minute dk outing to sentosa. Th thing is, sape yg pegi sentosa kol 3? LOL! Rabak kannn. But nehmind, was pretty fun tho i , as usual had to leave early due to my usual reason. Had alot of fun. But my plan to not get wet failed. ah, but heck. Not many people thr ytd, but it was a real hot afternoon i must say. Almost changed my mind about gng, honestly. Lagy2 cos i had gz before tht. Heh, talking bout gz, i was kinda late. okeh fine, not kinda, but real late . i woke up late agn. seriously , i've become an owl these days, sleep at 4/5 am. gosh, bad habit! missed a whole day of gz last week cos of tht (i woke up at 3+ , how awesome is tht. ) So yeah. This sat is th open hse, and gz would be performing... for no one -.- like, you prepare song pieces fit for a concert, but, people dont even knw yre thr. How pathetic. best thing is, i am STILL short, even after wearing heels. Grr!

K next, bad things in life.

Tdy started off badly, and almost ended badly. Started off w me, realising tht out of all days my mom chose to take th lappy to work , she chose tdy, when im at home th WHOLE day and have nth to do. GRR! and you might think she brought it to work to do work stuff. But its actually for her to play during her lunch time -.- play whd? fb -.- pissing off right? so i lazed th whole day. planned to help dad a lil but ended up watching tv and leaving all th hse chores to him. Nyahah! Had planned to do a lil book sorting, to make space for new books to come. But then agn. Hahaha, you should knw whd. went to buffet dinner at sakura when i said i wanted seolul garden. But nehmind, i did eat so, shant complain much. totally forgot bout dessert until i was in th car -.- then took a nap and woke up to find myself at changi. Bought a cute flowery dress which would have looked great if i wore it ytd. (too late i say) but, personally i find it a lil long , so im gna alter it just above my knee. (Y) then headed of to changi beach to feel th sea breeze. it was all awesome, until we left and mom (aka bitch from this part of th story onwards) had to comment on how she hates me to camp w friends like th people thr. (honestly they were not even making any racket. just sitting and talking, im serious! not th worse campers ive seen -.-) so this was how th fight-like conversation went:

bitch: mama (*please lah*) tk suke asha g camping2 cm ni ngan kwn.

me: chalet would be better...

bitch: chalet2 tuu sume pn tk payah. dgn kawan2 nti tau2 bunting.

me: ahh?! bile mase ah, asha ade kluar smpi gytu. asha tk pernah kluar tau. mama mane ade pernah bagy ah.

bitch: tkde2! ni sume tk perlu, mama punye kwn ... (and then she talks about her friend who knws a friend whose daughter got pregnant when she got drunk blahblahblah -.-)

me: asha bukan kwn mama kan! (i was pissed and you can say i was like a volcano who just erupted - imagine th lava bursting out of th volcano and then the red glowing lava gushes out..)

daddy: alah, chalet boleh lah..

bitch: no! mama tknk asha g ni sume nonsense . bile dah besar nk g tuu asha nye psl.

me: klw asha dah besar, dah keje asha bile nk kluar lagi ah? mane ade mase.

bitch: ape ni ah lwn2?! ni sume ah kwn aja, tkde hormat . sume kwn aje bagos.

me: eyh. mama tk pernah nmpk kwn asha tau.

bitch: tk payah nk tngk. sume kwn melayu tk tau nk blaja

me: ape?! alah ! sume pn mama tk suke. bile mase mama ade suke kwn asha ah? kwn cine mama kate no respect. kwn melayu mama kate suke main2. abih mama nk asha kwn sape ha? kwn bangla? eyh? tuu mama nk?

bitch: DAH. no means no. ni ah, dah tau melawan, nti dah besar tk tau mcm mane uh.

and then silence.

i totally ignored her, until we reached home and she made me break th silence. how? she whacked my head w her bag. and i screamed. awesome right.

anth reason to say life's not worth living. -'-