Okay here goes, today, felt weird throughout. Did alot of things but , aderh lah here and thr nut rase cam tk slese gytu. Dont believe ask ila, modd peh gyler babi beb. So nw i knw why. Cant believe smth like this suddenly happened. I hate these moments. But, i'll try to calm myself down cos i knw he's in a better place now. It really hurts to see tht his good deeds were not at all repaid. Im freaking pissed at those who went to him fr help but in times like these, they just cant seem to be found. Wtf. Anw, managed not to make a fool of myself. Tho i realise tht me, being all alone isnt a good thing. since i start daydreaming or whdev, tht sucks. I hope i can survive this few days, w/o thinking of my late granpa. gdluck to me since typing this post is alrd so hard.
Nut, stay strong
, tho yre 'not alone', most of th times, you are. Face it girl, no one's gna be thr when you want them to be. So, next time, just put tht fvcking thing away, and accept yr fvcking condition. (Y)
