Well, sometimes I think I'm sick of talking. So when I am, I realise I still want and need to let it all out. When that happens, I tweet. But I can no longer tweet freely can I? Cos apparently I have obligations to tell people things. Obligations. Funny word. Never liked it.. think i never will. So anyway, back to my story, I'm sick and tired of bullshit from people.. so I run away from reality. Ok fine, not really. I just come here.. and say out everything and we;;, no one will judge me (: Pathetic, I know, but what else can a girl like me do? It's aight.. im fine this way (:
if you are reading this, then thats just it. nothing else. haha. ok byebye, have a nice day (:
Nut ♥ 17!
Firstly, im the weird girl that make people say "Whoa" when they take one look at me. I scream, laugh and jump anytime I want to & feel like. Im obsessed with tweeting and just recently, instagram too.
My love for the arts is indescribable. I don't regret ever being involved in Guzheng, Youth Flying Club, Dikir, and all the other things that i've been exposed to my whole life. I spent 6 years in PLMGS then 4 in Xinmin, and now im in NYJC Alhamdullilah
Secondly, I wna get an everlasting movie card and a swim in a hot chocolate swimming pool.
Twentytwo.One.Ninetyfive are the numbers. (You'd better remember!)
Third, I have a money-spending problem and just can't get enough of purple, orange and bunnies.
Im in urgent need of growing taller and losing weight so all help would be appreciated.
Next, I understand that my family ain't perfect but believe it or not, i love them! ;)
Im also a fickleminded-sucker who makes wrong choices every now and then.
I wanna be a billionaire, so fucking bad. Heh, yes please.
Finally, there is no such thing as too much chocolate or cheese. (Okay fine, sometimes they're too much. Heh.) TYVM :D
Sunday, August 16, 2009
So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight (I know she's there) You're probably hanging out and making eyes (while across the room, she stares)
Hi you guys my life's at its peak. My mind's trying to convince me tht i've hit rockbottom but obviously, i've got alot more to go through. All my happy thoughts are all hanging on a thread and this feelings are coming back regularly. So much tht I've thought of death too many times before. Oh, misery (: I can feel it trying to get closer to me. I guess it wants to be my new bestfriend. And what's the best is that you're treating me like a doormat at yr front door. You step on me when you reach home, and as soon as yr feet's clean, you walk away. My heart is telling me that yre real, but my head's telling me otherwise; that yre just gna throw me away as soon as yre done using me. Im thinking whether trust is th biggest issue w you but actually, thrs more to it. Im only thinking from th tip of th ice berg. Oh, I'd only be miserable at best (:
But does anyone notice? But does anyone care?
She says all this, she's giving me th best treating me w th best, she hands me big gifts, when all i want is those small steps. She's making me go up huge steps when all i can do is walk up small steps. She thinks she knows all about me , she thinks she knows whds best, she thinks she knows what i love and hate. But she doesnt, not at all, she doesnt even give me a listening ear. People say, 'Turn to them when you need help cos they have gone through almost everything that you are going through.' To heck w that. I cant even find one reason why im still living, other than that i want to make him up thr proud that he created me. But i seem to be going against my words.
oh nut just shut up aite. cos nobody wants to knw.
And finally, would anyone even notice if there was a corpse lying there?
