Faith&Hope.

Hallu

I'm

Little

Miss

Nut

Why, hello there.

Well, sometimes I think I'm sick of talking. So when I am, I realise I still want and need to let it all out. When that happens, I tweet. But I can no longer tweet freely can I? Cos apparently I have obligations to tell people things. Obligations. Funny word. Never liked it.. think i never will. So anyway, back to my story, I'm sick and tired of bullshit from people.. so I run away from reality. Ok fine, not really. I just come here.. and say out everything and we;;, no one will judge me (: Pathetic, I know, but what else can a girl like me do? It's aight.. im fine this way (:

if you are reading this, then thats just it. nothing else. haha. ok byebye, have a nice day (:

Nut ♥ 17!

Firstly, im the weird girl that make people say "Whoa" when they take one look at me. I scream, laugh and jump anytime I want to & feel like. Im obsessed with tweeting and just recently, instagram too. My love for the arts is indescribable. I don't regret ever being involved in Guzheng, Youth Flying Club, Dikir, and all the other things that i've been exposed to my whole life. I spent 6 years in PLMGS then 4 in Xinmin, and now im in NYJC Alhamdullilah Secondly, I wna get an everlasting movie card and a swim in a hot chocolate swimming pool. Twentytwo.One.Ninetyfive are the numbers. (You'd better remember!) Third, I have a money-spending problem and just can't get enough of purple, orange and bunnies. Im in urgent need of growing taller and losing weight so all help would be appreciated. Next, I understand that my family ain't perfect but believe it or not, i love them! ;) Im also a fickleminded-sucker who makes wrong choices every now and then. I wanna be a billionaire, so fucking bad. Heh, yes please. Finally, there is no such thing as too much chocolate or cheese. (Okay fine, sometimes they're too much. Heh.) TYVM :D

Thursday, July 9, 2009

I want to tell everyone im sorry cos for all this crap that i keep posting bout these days. Its like i dont even post bout my day. but i post all my crappy stuff. Its just that i've kept too much for too long. Its all over flowing now and i cant control my emotions anymore. Dont laugh if i suddenly burst halfway during sch or suddenly ask to stop talking to me on msn or smth. When i do say tht, means i need some time to myself. Either tht or Im not in the condition to talk. Sorry . Well, I'll try to lessen all this shit aite. But its hard .

Anw, today was damn awkward i tell you. I thought i'd die half way. Sucked so much. Really giving me th feeling that this isnt working and im being fooled. But i think highlights for today would be th weird malay lesson. LOL. Im pure and suci Tyvm, no idea who's bloody amy and tequila. Heh, then dikir was duh awesome. Ok i sound like a freak but who cares man, had an embarrassing breakdown in th middle of dikir like some retard. :X Felt damn stupid. Lucky no one was looking. At least i think no one is looking. Hopefully it wont happen again. I doubt so anw, at this rate. well, okay, i was just so happy and touched, like i thought tht would never happen to some lame girl like me. but it did, im gonna become what i always idolised, im gonna be in an outside dikir group!! well, at least im invited, cried cos, its like a dream come true -.- i mean seriously, i thought i'd never get it cos there were so many else to compete w. and then, i thought of screaming, and telling everyone i want to tell, i want to celebrate , tell my mama, but wait, i thought about it. that is the last thing my mom would want to knw. ouch. it hurts so much. so well yeah, thats about it. other than that is that i got scolded by mama cos im not respecting her. and blahblahblah, she thinks i spend too much time w friends, ah dont want to elaborate on that, abah and mama starting to quarrel again. and im just getting sick and tired. i want to leave, i knw abah will just break things soon. so im mentally ready alrd. great. from telling you my day i end up crapping. sorry guys.

oh and just to tell you , get ready for more crapping LOL.