Well, sometimes I think I'm sick of talking. So when I am, I realise I still want and need to let it all out. When that happens, I tweet. But I can no longer tweet freely can I? Cos apparently I have obligations to tell people things. Obligations. Funny word. Never liked it.. think i never will. So anyway, back to my story, I'm sick and tired of bullshit from people.. so I run away from reality. Ok fine, not really. I just come here.. and say out everything and we;;, no one will judge me (: Pathetic, I know, but what else can a girl like me do? It's aight.. im fine this way (:
if you are reading this, then thats just it. nothing else. haha. ok byebye, have a nice day (:
Nut ♥ 17!
Firstly, im the weird girl that make people say "Whoa" when they take one look at me. I scream, laugh and jump anytime I want to & feel like. Im obsessed with tweeting and just recently, instagram too.
My love for the arts is indescribable. I don't regret ever being involved in Guzheng, Youth Flying Club, Dikir, and all the other things that i've been exposed to my whole life. I spent 6 years in PLMGS then 4 in Xinmin, and now im in NYJC Alhamdullilah
Secondly, I wna get an everlasting movie card and a swim in a hot chocolate swimming pool.
Twentytwo.One.Ninetyfive are the numbers. (You'd better remember!)
Third, I have a money-spending problem and just can't get enough of purple, orange and bunnies.
Im in urgent need of growing taller and losing weight so all help would be appreciated.
Next, I understand that my family ain't perfect but believe it or not, i love them! ;)
Im also a fickleminded-sucker who makes wrong choices every now and then.
I wanna be a billionaire, so fucking bad. Heh, yes please.
Finally, there is no such thing as too much chocolate or cheese. (Okay fine, sometimes they're too much. Heh.) TYVM :D
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Okay, so i've been extra bitchy this week. I have no idea why. Especially ytd i think. I guess you guys hate me nw. Wondered if a little heart-to-heart talk would be a problem . Guessed it is. SO i've no idea what to do nw. i wish i have instructions to make things better. I hope this week will be a better week. I have th urge to lock my blog for a while. Feeling so fucked up and emo-ed. Dammit. No mood to laugh joke or be happy. Just wish i can start a new life. Uh, nevermind, i guess i can start a 'new' week. From today onwards im not going to be th self-centered bitch asshole tht i was. Im gonna change. Im gonna be keeping stuff to myself. I think sharing my stuff just seems to make things worse. Damn. Seriously no idea what to do! If only ... Anw, I've been gaining massive weight. Hurts me alot to see my babats when i sit down. Its like as if i have an extra growth or smth. Bleaghs. :X And also, so far my 'diet' plans have failed. So i think i may have to stress on my no-eating-from-8pm-to-12pm rule. That way i'll only have max 2 meals. I guess so. And my money's gone again. Soon, cant wait for my nxt month allowance. Next, i need to get new shorts cos i have no idea whr my only checkered shorts went. Seriously. Most prob going to shop in 2 weeks time. Gonna save money -.- if that is even possible. Finally, im aching inside and out.
