Faith&Hope.

Hallu

I'm

Little

Miss

Nut

Why, hello there.

Well, sometimes I think I'm sick of talking. So when I am, I realise I still want and need to let it all out. When that happens, I tweet. But I can no longer tweet freely can I? Cos apparently I have obligations to tell people things. Obligations. Funny word. Never liked it.. think i never will. So anyway, back to my story, I'm sick and tired of bullshit from people.. so I run away from reality. Ok fine, not really. I just come here.. and say out everything and we;;, no one will judge me (: Pathetic, I know, but what else can a girl like me do? It's aight.. im fine this way (:

if you are reading this, then thats just it. nothing else. haha. ok byebye, have a nice day (:

Nut ♥ 17!

Firstly, im the weird girl that make people say "Whoa" when they take one look at me. I scream, laugh and jump anytime I want to & feel like. Im obsessed with tweeting and just recently, instagram too. My love for the arts is indescribable. I don't regret ever being involved in Guzheng, Youth Flying Club, Dikir, and all the other things that i've been exposed to my whole life. I spent 6 years in PLMGS then 4 in Xinmin, and now im in NYJC Alhamdullilah Secondly, I wna get an everlasting movie card and a swim in a hot chocolate swimming pool. Twentytwo.One.Ninetyfive are the numbers. (You'd better remember!) Third, I have a money-spending problem and just can't get enough of purple, orange and bunnies. Im in urgent need of growing taller and losing weight so all help would be appreciated. Next, I understand that my family ain't perfect but believe it or not, i love them! ;) Im also a fickleminded-sucker who makes wrong choices every now and then. I wanna be a billionaire, so fucking bad. Heh, yes please. Finally, there is no such thing as too much chocolate or cheese. (Okay fine, sometimes they're too much. Heh.) TYVM :D

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Sorry for th sudden mood swing ytd and today morning. Felt really horrid. Ugh. Anw, going to watch transformers later. maybe gonna cut bangs too (: Heh. Wonder how thts gonna look like. Bleagh whdev it is, all hairstyles on me would just make th style look ugleh. Ugh. (Btw, saying'ugh' is making me sound like some caveman :O ) Okay, rotted th whole day today. Most of it i was in a depression. So obviously i couldnt do any of my homework. how sad right. Bleagh . (Better? LOL) Im using my com now. -.- my mom took away my lappy as usual. Heart pain lah today. Anwwww, maybe if i got time wanna do karangan on th com. but then i needa go now. :X more fun to type stuff using my com keyboard. -.- okay now im just getting lame aite. HELP ME. Homework's still stuffing my mind w guilt. Bitch. Why do they even call this holidays when it's stuffed w cca-s, camps, courses, homeworks. nothing but a loooonngggggg weekend -.- weekdays coming in a jiff. Sucks though. KhawBoonWan isnt helping at all too. Gosh. WE STUDENTS NEED A REAL BREAK.

This one's for you:
Oh, btw, im sorry about th way i treated you ytd. You were pissing me off but i had no right to sorta 'scold' you. Im sorry, im just in a mood these days. Im sorry. Just do me a favour if you dwan me to be so bleagh to you: dont be too irritating. tyvm (:

This one is for myself,(kinda need quality time-.-) :
oh gosh, whds wrong w me. I dwanna forget bout you. but i keep thinking will it end up like all th past ones? or will this one last forever? i doubt so. it's obvious but im really in denial. I hate to think that when i tell you th truth, i'll hurt those that i loved. whd th heck am i thinking? i dont even know you. seriously, we barely talked. I wish i knw you. I wish im yr friend at least. But, I only heard your voice when you laugh. im scared. but whdev th feelings i get now, i knw you'll change my mind everytime you look at me. the butterflies i get and the smile that is oh so hard to hide just tells me how real this is. but then again, will i be influenced by th voice of others again? if i ever become yours, please help me not to be dragged away by other's thoughts. one more thing. I think i love you and im missing your smile. ):