Okay, today was alright. Beach was hot. Blahblahblah. Read th pix book down thr. Anw, I took over 150 pix today, in my phone only not counted in jia'a phone and cam. Today's gna be used for my mly hols hmwk. Haiyooo. Hmwk. Still havnt touch. ): Oh, btw, im gng into a depression. Cos im getting fatter and im poor. Windowshopping breaks my heart. and eating makes me feel my flabs. So im not going to eat. Unless im not using any of my own money. I want th topshop dress and i wanted to buy th mango tank. I shall find a way to get money to go seoul garden tho. Uh, so far. this whole hols, i hvnt complete any of my aim.
Get skinnier
Go swimming
Go jogging
Clean Room
Buy clothes
The heartpain in me is burning more now. Ouch. Plus:
Im in a total state of confusion. Im not going to do it agn. I'll hurt people. I dont wanna be th cause of other's sorrow. Its not me. I knw i love him but I cant stand th problems i'll get next time. Btw, i wna treat him as my closest bud, but, he loves me and these days, he's been so nice making me feel special. but, my heart seems to wonder somewhr else now. I did like him before. but, now my heart is being pulled away. im in a total state of confusion and nothing seems to help. AHHHH but, thrs him , and he;s cute yknw. but i dont knw him, i've never talked to him, and so far, i only knw he likes me, nth much. so what are th scales showing. my heart's telling me to wait, but my mind tells me tht its obvious. For nw, hopefully, i'll just follow along.
Oh, talking bout them, guess whds my secret, as in th one i wrote during life's a beach? I wrote:
I love ______ . He's cute . Hahaa! Ok, let's leave it as it is now aite. :D
Tag replies.
JIAYAN. [ ? ]
LALA:D [ YALAH. But veh sad loh at th end of it )`: ]
M. [ WHO DOESNT?! I wanna hang out w our funneh group agn! ): ]
Li Yan [ RELINKED! :D ]
JIAYAN. [ DUH! ]
