Why, hello there.
if you are reading this, then thats just it. nothing else. haha. ok byebye, have a nice day (:
Hallu
I'm
Little
Miss
Nut
if you are reading this, then thats just it. nothing else. haha. ok byebye, have a nice day (:
Nut ♥ 17!
Monday, May 25, 2009
Ugh. Im feling really hangover-ish. Tho i never felt it before i guess its th only feeling tht is like dizzy and sore eyes blocked nose woozy head. Or maybe just cos baru bangon tido . Well, whdev. I havent told my mom my marks yet. She's gonna throw fireworks at me tml. im mentally ready. Been having tears outbreak almost everyday this week. Many issues. Personal.
1. Home.
2. Me being bitchy.
3. The result of me being bitchy.
4. Downright lousy marks.
5. My mood swings.
6. Fighting for my right to join dikir.
I hate my life. I've listed down a few quick ways to die just in case of emergencies. If you knw, you can skip this part.
1. Jump down from th 12th storey
2. Hang my self
3. drown myself at th sea.
4. Find some poison(yknw th rest.)
5. Cut myself (last resort. slow plus painful end.)
6. Get a gun,somehow and shoot myself.
7. stab myself.
8. End life as it is.
Awesome. Anw, I need to go read my books. Darren shan is th best. they characters in th book seem to be th only people with a life worser than mine. Aite, bye.
This is the part when im gonna miss seeing you the most.
I make the most of all the stress
I try to live without regrets
But I'm about to break a sweat
I'm freakin' out
It's like a poison in my brain
It's like a fog that blurs the scene
It's like a vine you can't untangle
I'm freakin' out
Every time I turn around
Something don't feel right
I might be paranoid
I'm avoiding the lines cause they just might split
Can someone stop the noise?
I don't know what it is,
But it just don't fit
I'm paranoid
Yeah
I take the necessary steps
To get some air into my chest
Can't get the thought inside my head
I'm still freaking out
That's why my ex is still my ex
I never trust a word she says
I'm runnin' all the background checks
And she's freaking out
Every time I turn around, something's just not right
Might be paranoid
I'm avoiding the lines cause they just might split
Can someone stop the noise?
I don't know what it is
But it just don't fit
Consider me destroyed
I don't know how to act cause I lost my head
I must be paranoid
I never thought it would come to this
I'm paranoid
Stuck in the room
Of staring faces
Yeah
I'm caught in a nightmare
Can't wake up
If you hear my cry, running through her streets
I'm about to freak
Come and rescue me
She might be paranoid
Yeah
I'm avoiding the lines cause they just might split
Can someone stop the noise?
I don't know what it is
But it just don't fit
Consider me destroyed
I don't know how to act
'Cause I lost my head
I must be paranoid
I never thought it would come to this
I'm paranoid
They make me become the person I am today