Why, hello there.
if you are reading this, then thats just it. nothing else. haha. ok byebye, have a nice day (:
Hallu
I'm
Little
Miss
Nut
if you are reading this, then thats just it. nothing else. haha. ok byebye, have a nice day (:
Nut ♥ 17!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Okay, realised thr wasnt an official ending blog speech
all th emo post just stopped abruptly.
so, i'll be honoured to give myself th honour of doing so.
i think tht makes sense. yupp.
so, here goes, (give me a chance guys, my first official speech)
Hi, yes you.
I've been meaning to talk to you about this, but i have no courage. Yupp, you knw me right? So, (Im not asking you out, dont worry, im not les,) Im sorry kay, i knw my bitchyness was back, i guess i was too self obsessed tht i din realise i was affecting people so much,. i shld have like strap myself down or smth. Give my self a facelift(this is smth like face chge right?) or smth. I knw this is like just anth one of my brags, but i hope you can just read through. Its th hols and chances of hanging out with you are now small but nvm, I'll try my best. I knw rayer over alrd but I kinda hoped tht this isnt too late to be said, or typed. Sorry klw recently dah terkasar bhs or tersalah buat ape2 .(no help from anyone ah) I knw some mistakes but I dont knw it all. I dont kn ifits too late to change (again!) . Well, its me , im always changing, come on, I can do it, I can change from my p6 nerd to th sec 1 me now in one day. I knw I can d it. Now all thts left is a chance. Not just one, but fr th many to come, i understand if you dont have enough . Cos th chances will have to have an ending one day right. So yeah, to wrap it all up, im just sorry.
Now, you read this.
Ive been bugging you too much, i guess th hols is fr me to just get myself quality time and give you yr time too. I thnk i have to say im sorry to you too. Fr being such a nosy bitch? Neh, i think i was more of a sticky kinda person? Like always disturbing you and all. But is just tht ouh nvm, I'll say it out whn I feel its th right time. Fr now, i think its gd for me to keep a distance away. From now. yes, now.
So thts it.
Oh wait. One more
Hello, is fr you now.
Im sorry, but I just feel tht we shld stay like this, I dont knw why. Yre nice and all, Im moved by all tht you've done, &said. I can force myself to love you but wldnt tht just be wrong? Dont get me wrong, Ive asked myself before, why not? But i just think its not right. Im sorry yre suffering everyday and all, Its not you, its me, Im really sorry fr treating you like this. I feel pain too yknw but i guess fr now its just not right.
done
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