Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Damn mann, as you can seefrom th title,
you may think imgoing nuts
but m going to say tht im very jealous of th
xinmin rockclimbing ppl
i wish i could have joined thr cca
i mean, just imagine bouldering every single week for cca
they do tht for every training hile i must sit outside th
damned gz room for 3+hrs and just keep playing gz
smtimes i just can feel tht i jus keep making th same mistake over
and over again. ughh, nobody can feel my sense of regret everytime
i want to do smth i really find very un and interesting
if only.. ughh, whd am i doing. I keep dreaming
i knw i cant now . way too late.
from th time i quited skpping in pri skuu
to declining mod. sports
both for gz -.- I feel so ...
i have no words t put it
I just dont knw why i nvr learn
oh well, most things are never meant for me
NOTHING IS FOR ME
its like watching people living the life i dream ofAHHH i cant stand it. esp if they have th choice of choosing it and they dont want it . whd a wastei wish i can start my life again.guzeng is taking too much of mytme and interestsi really really wan to strt other stuff tht i love.why cant i do it? i just dont understandim confused.
I cant think no more...