Today was okay
reached school damn early
i started off damn emo lah
cause of MF, her nagging very eternal one
so i very angry lah
she keep putting me down
i cant stand lah
okay next, i only after recess
then i can start to enthu
idknw why, i just cant stand it anymore
okay after recess mr too lesson sibei boring
started to sms jia, bored mah
but later she sms so slow
(Aha!) so i stopped,
used my phone to go internet
go my blog and tag -.-
I so lame right? So, you can see it for yourself
So IT felt lke sleeping lah
wasnt paying attention at all '-'
Damn ah, maths was the best period
AQUILA IS MINEIn your face Mabu! -'-
Lol. long story lah,to cut it short,
me and mabu lesbians okay,
i chose ila and amy, whd she chose?
Chiamin and Eryue,
AHAHAHAHAAAA,
its in a first come first serve basis,
SO, history test was shit sia
cannot concentrate loh
BLOODY FUCKTARD
k chill,i dwan talk bout it,
&Smurf, cheerup worhs, Dont take it too hard
Move on, dont be so uptight
Kanina lah, she is like insulting me every second,i cant take it anymore, i want to end my life lahshe is trying to bring across the fact tht i useless lahi never did any good, i choose my friends all got att. prob one meh?why is it thr is smth in me tht just want to give up my life?is it supposed to feel tht way? can no one els efeel my pain?i really want to scream, but i cant, the force is just too strongthe feeling is overwhleming, i dont have enough in me to overcome thiseverytime i stare down floors, i feel like ending all this troublei want to make everytbody's life better, i want to helpbut , alive, i make people's life more worseimagine the world without a freak like me.people will have more money, another less bitch, lesser bimbo,lesser asshole or cheebye or whdeverits just tht , the way people put it,I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE,I want to tell someone, but im scared tht the trust will be broken, i cant depend on anybodyi just dont knw how to put this, its so hard to explain,yknwhd, forget it, im just worthless
