i just realised tht im gettin further &further away from her,
why do i think so? i knw im very kaypoh, but
idk anth anymr, its like, she doesnt even bother anymore
i cant reach out to her, neither can i run after her,
she doesnt even bother to tell me whds going on,
idk her anymr, im nothing more than a mere friend on display,
oh well , i cant express how im feeling, i feel i feel,
i feel jealous, cause she is practically living a perfect life,
i mean her parents let her out all th time
me? i have to lie just to get out of th house,
how pathetic is tht? i feel stupid you knw? stupid?
i cant live a life of lies anymore, get it?
i cant spend a single day without telling a lie
i dont trust anyone enough to tell them how im feeling
how i live, not her, or her, or him, or anybody
oh Fuck, can anybody understand my agony?
pain? whds th point, wow, nth else to say
okay i knw im going to make an editional blog
and say out everything, &i mean everything
good luck in finding my other blog,
bye!
i have to be so damn lucky to one in a milion, being born to this family,