Monday, November 12, 2007
IN A BOY'S POINT OF VIEW IT MAY BE SAD...in a girl's, it may be sadder...TAKEN FROM GUOFANG'S BLOG...DONKKIEE.BLOGSPOT.COMPLZ TAG HER BLOG...I stared at the girl next to me...
She was my so called "best friend"...
I stared at her...
Long, silky hair...
And I wished she was mine...
But she didn't notice me like that...
I knewit...
After class she walked up to me
and asked me for the notes
she had missed the day before...
And I handed them to her...
She said "thanks"...
And gave me a kiss on the cheek...
I wanted to tell her...
I want her to know that I don't want to be "justfriends"...
I love her but I'm too shy to tell her...
And I don't know why...
IT 'S JUNIOR YEAR...
My phone rang...
On the other end it was her...
She was in tears...
Mumbling on and on about how her lovehad broken her heart...
She asked me to come over because she didn't wantto be alone...
So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa...
I stared at her soft eyes...Wishing she was mine...
After 2 hours...A DrewBarrymore movie...And 3 bags ofchips...
She decided to go to sleep...She looked at me..
Said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek...
Iwanted to tell her... I want her to know...
That I don't want to be "justfriends"...
I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...
IT 'S SENIOR YEAR...
the day before prom...
She walked to my locker...
"My date is sick" she said...He's not going to go...Well...
I didn't have a date and in7th grade...
We made a promise that if neither of us had dates...
We'd go together just as "best friends"...Andso we did...
IT 'S PROM NIGHT...
After everything was over with...
Iwas standing at her front door step...I stared at her ...
She smiled at me...I wanted her to be mine...
But she doesn't think of me like that...And I know it...
Then she said "I had the best time... Thanks!"...
And she gave me a kiss on the cheek...Iwanted to telll her...
Iwanted her toknow that I don't want to be "justfriends"...
I love her but I'm just too shy...And I don't know why...
IT 'S GRADUATION DAY...
A day passed... And then a week...
And then a month...Before I could blink...It was graduation day...
Iwatched her... Perfect body...
Floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma...
I wanted her to be mine...But she doesn't think of me thatway...
And I know it... Before everyone went home...
She came to me in her smock and hat...And cried as I hugged her...
Then she lifted her head from my shoulders
and said "you're my best friend"...
"Thanks!"...And gaveme a kiss on the cheek...
I wanted to tell her..
I wanted to know that I wanted to be more than "justfriends"...
I love her but I'm too shy... And I don't know why...
IT 'S A FEW YEARS LATER...
Now I sit in the pews of the church...
A church that she is getting married in now...
I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life...
Married to another man... I wanted her to bemine...
But she didn't see me like that... And I knew it...
But before she drove away...She came to me
and said "You came!... Thanks!"...
And she kissed me on the cheek...I wanted to tell her...
I wanted her to know that I didn't want to be "just friends"...
I love her but I'm just too shy...
And I don't know why...
YEARS PASSED...
I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend"...
At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years...
This is what it said...
"I stare at him... Wishing he was mine...
But he doesn't notice me like that...
And I know it...I wanted to tell him...
I wanted him to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"...
Ilove him but I'm just too shy... And Idon't know why...
I wish he would tellme he loved me"...
I wish I did too...I thought to myself and I cried...
So...this story teaches me to take before it is takeni hope all of you reading will learn tooi took this from guofang's blog because i thoughtthat i should share and pass this onto always treasure what you haveand tell them what you feel before it's too latethis story can relate to menot to muchbut close enough for me to reflecti hope that the person i want to tell this story towill read iti hope he will thinkand tell his thoughtsto those that needed to heardun start any guessesbcuz i just felt like i needed to...NatashaIn my heart lies something more than just friendship...