Faith&Hope.

Hallu

I'm

Little

Miss

Nut

Why, hello there.

Well, sometimes I think I'm sick of talking. So when I am, I realise I still want and need to let it all out. When that happens, I tweet. But I can no longer tweet freely can I? Cos apparently I have obligations to tell people things. Obligations. Funny word. Never liked it.. think i never will. So anyway, back to my story, I'm sick and tired of bullshit from people.. so I run away from reality. Ok fine, not really. I just come here.. and say out everything and we;;, no one will judge me (: Pathetic, I know, but what else can a girl like me do? It's aight.. im fine this way (:

if you are reading this, then thats just it. nothing else. haha. ok byebye, have a nice day (:

Nut ♥ 17!

Firstly, im the weird girl that make people say "Whoa" when they take one look at me. I scream, laugh and jump anytime I want to & feel like. Im obsessed with tweeting and just recently, instagram too. My love for the arts is indescribable. I don't regret ever being involved in Guzheng, Youth Flying Club, Dikir, and all the other things that i've been exposed to my whole life. I spent 6 years in PLMGS then 4 in Xinmin, and now im in NYJC Alhamdullilah Secondly, I wna get an everlasting movie card and a swim in a hot chocolate swimming pool. Twentytwo.One.Ninetyfive are the numbers. (You'd better remember!) Third, I have a money-spending problem and just can't get enough of purple, orange and bunnies. Im in urgent need of growing taller and losing weight so all help would be appreciated. Next, I understand that my family ain't perfect but believe it or not, i love them! ;) Im also a fickleminded-sucker who makes wrong choices every now and then. I wanna be a billionaire, so fucking bad. Heh, yes please. Finally, there is no such thing as too much chocolate or cheese. (Okay fine, sometimes they're too much. Heh.) TYVM :D

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

caution:tis post might be kind of long......
finally get to touch my com.so many days nvr use den the com lyk so slow.erm.go jb oso canot go out 2 far bcuz rainin and some places got flashflood.so i stayed i e hotel rm.watch tv.(gd thin e tv hav singapore channels!)den sleep.go 4 cocktail at 5 or 6.go around the nearby shoppin centre and eat there 4 dinner or sometimes lunch.i went to the new jusco place n so sad canot watch movie there.and bought my skool shoes there.bought some new clothes frm the reject shop or i dunno wat lar.so sad i canot swim cuz keep rainin lyk mad.i think if it keeps rainin we dun hav to go to skool!!!lol.

i bought all my skool stuff liao.books,shoes,uniform,bag,stationary.n all lar.i i thin jia yan gonna cum my house 2morow to help me wif my chinese.i still haven learn my spellin.i tink i gonna die.i confirm liao. my guzheng gonna hav on sat.7pm-8pm.i thin i'll be goin alone.so sadz.i think i better sort my my skool stuff earlier.

and anione wan me to tag him/her.i dun mind even if i dunno u.lol.if u wan lar.i think my links so little compared to lydia or sir chow.i think their blog so nice lar compared to mine.i thin it took them lyk dunno how long to do tt blog.so dark n its onli 6pm.i still haven get all my prezzies. i thin i will get all by 2morow.i thin i wan buy somethin 4 jiayan and keely.the next time i see her.i so long haven tok to her.i hope she is happy wif her class.she got in the best class.6joy.so gd.i thin im envyin almost every1.frm e fact tt almost all my frens stay in the class.well.its done.i cant do anithin.i wish i can.sobs.

i somehow wan to tell all my secrets into tis blog or to some1.i hav to many thins on my shoulder.i cant take it.all my life.i cant blieve tis.my whole life.i see all my frens.u r all so fortunate. i cant tell u y.i wish i can.ive been wishin too hard.no one can understand wat im goin through.no one.im tellin u the truth.ive seen so many thins n senarios in my life.too many tt i cant hold it animore. my heart can burst ani moment. i wiish i can go 4 private counsellin. somewhere. many times i hav stared down frm many heights. to see wat ppl related to me will be lyk if i wasnt around animore.happy?sad?i dunno.i thin they will be happy.will u be happy if i was gone?okok i cant say no more.animore and i will burst out in tears.im serious.

i think it will be better to write more when my mom strt to go to work.she keep using the com lyk its her laptop!dunno wat crap she do.searchin 4 dunno wat. i hope she go to work soon.i must wait 4 her to go sleep den use. den canot let her see my blog!!!!

ok i thin i better go.p.s this post is based on many days of not goin on the com. means tt tell u about a week of stuff.signing off ......Natasha.......