Why, hello there.
if you are reading this, then thats just it. nothing else. haha. ok byebye, have a nice day (:
Hallu
I'm
Little
Miss
Nut
if you are reading this, then thats just it. nothing else. haha. ok byebye, have a nice day (:
Nut ♥ 17!
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Mabu: Thnks
Susie: Lol. Thnks, i think we have th same basecodes Lol.
JIAYAN: Thnks . ILY too.
Mood: Horrid.
Song: Last Christmas-Ashley Tisdale.
Well, Gz exam sucked. tht sure did smth. I sucked alot for sure. anw, i've been feeling very fucked up today. was like i dknw why so angry today. since morning ah, just dknw why. I feel like screaming. butthen, i can feel deep down im sad. again, i dknw why. just i dknw, im feeling so horrible. just hope this week will sorta lift my spirits up. So, other than my fucked up feeling, i have somethings to look forward to.
Monday: Going dusk's hse.
Thurs: Bolt's out.
Pathetic.
Can this get any worse?
Yes. Im still feeling fucked.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Bored, gonna ans Mabu' s qns,
YUPP :D
oh &ive been wanting to talk to you eh mabu, DD: call me wohs.
My head still spinning i dknw why siah
I eat then cannot eat finish. Wah. thn i like wanna vomit. DDD:
Anw, replying tags:
Aquila: Eh, I wanna tell you alot of things lah. Why din you go to Sentosa? At least I can visit you every week DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD: Missing you like shyt lah. This is freaking torturing!
Lala:D: At least someone knws whd im going through :D thnks shall ask for freedom as soon as im 18, i think. Lol
Okay , ytd sorta cleaned my rm. Ah, alot of her junk in my rm siah. Who? Mf lah. Bitch. So anw, put her stuff in a box and stuffed it in th store. yup. nly her clothes i leave ah. Pity. Shit her lah. cant even call it my own rm. Sigh.
Today, cca was, same. Blahblahblah. Tsb called mf. dknw fr whd. hoping he din talk to mf. Anw, finally got my own drumsticks-.- actually school one ah. but i can bring home. is tht good? so, brought stupid big bag to school fr no reason cause bkshp close. and stupid me neh read properly. its next month D: thnks geokmin for telling stupid me. then,decided to go hgm try my luck at popular, D: also nth . fuck, bought one freaking hist bk. next, din want to eat at hgm again so went vivo. walk walk walk walk. so eff-ing long and tiring. would have been worse if carried bag. (thnkyou! :D) bk alot ppl , blahblahblah. thn try go harbourfront centre. kfc, mac, ljs all full. wah fck siah. sieh unlucky. slightly pissed. went ps, try luck again. failed. DDDDD: got a mocha ice blend whipped :DDD YUM! walkwalkwalkwalkwalkwalk. then went home, Lol. i knw, kinda lame but okeh ah. mf din buy food. DDD: hungryyyyyy i think after this gonna cook (wow!) uhuh. whd a wonder. Lol. today wasnt as bad as expected ,Hah, (no offence ah.) Anw, thnkyoufr pei-ing th stupid girl all around vivo and ps fr nth. :D Next time i shall carry my own bag kay, :)
dknw why but i feel like fainting siah , and fingers, body all like shivering siah. DD: not to mention leg painnn. cant wait for bolt and twilight. everyone, wish me luck fr my gz exam tml DDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
(Song : The Man Who Cant Be Moved- The Script :D)
Friday, November 28, 2008
Wah bitch. Leg pain siah. Tio beat by hanger on legs like siao.
just for 'going for lunch at amk during break'
well actually went www but she saw th nebo thingy thought was at amk.
wah suck. then dare me ask school call blahblahblah.
then want to go this sun ask whether i got gz all tis while.
damn. hop she will forget by than. fuck.
so today stil no one jioing me out. i feel pathetic lah
fuck siah. so anw, ltr going to buy books
then maybe gonna clean my room. (aka Mf's store room)
im gonna throw all her junk out of my room
but i think cant throw th clothes out.
i dont look forward o seeing tht bitch later lah.
walao. fucker cheebye. fuck lah. nahbeh
okay almost done. bye
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Today, went to get my wallet. :D
then went bugis for lunch
balhblahblah
more of tml. erm
so here's the thing
SOMEONE JIO ME OUT PLEEEEAASSSSEEEEEE
So anw, told parents tht got stuff then no one go out w/me
so problem loh. please. someone. help
Lala:D: OKAY! If you organisingmust invite me!
peixuan: HI! PEIXUAN!
SHIYUN: Wow. Kay.
I finally tagged. (:: Do iknw you? Lol.
SHIYUN: Nt really.
JIAYAN.: .
Guofang:D: UHUH!
Cris: Miss you too siah. Lol yupp smth liddat. :D
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
wallet was in th cab -.-
so gonna take it tml.
anw, i sick siah. wellsorta
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
MY WAAALLLEEETTTTT
FUCK LAHHHHHHH
CHEEBYEEEEEEEEE
WHR TH HECK ARE YOU WALLET.
WHY MAKE MY LFE LIKE THIS.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
yupp its obvious.
i lost her. again.
damn .this time w/ my gz nails inside.
exam this sun siah. and got gz tml.
fuck. fuck. no mood.
fuck
wa fag. just now they all playing dai di now we playing cheat.
blahblahblah. ltr blog more. they all mad i sitting in front off com.
bye. fuck keep missing my turn., FUCK LAH
Monday, November 24, 2008
ytd buffet eat like until can die siahhhh.
Zomgzxzxzxxxzxzxxx.
Food was okay. but ytd eat alt. today. barely -.-
today went www w/ jia. suposedly is more thn us two
in th end onlytwo of us. again -.-/ kinda lame ah but whd to doo?
so. we both broke. LOL. mostly me. -.- faggot lah.
tsunami making me feel sick siah lying on th floorat hme.
:S Bleaaaahhhhhhhh. breakfast/lunch/earlydinner/ at delifrance at tm.
after tht had to rush back to school -.- meet mf. Ah. again yupp
as usual. cab-ed . thnks again jia. i owe you big timeeee!
after tht went hougang. stone-d while watch mf eat. -.-
blahblahblah.home. blog. blah. still working on th big camwhore mosaic.
D: hard seh. phew. anw, Lala damn angry siah. D:
poor thing kena copy nickname by a bitch .
cheer up kayy :DD
i think i go cont. th big mosaic. :D byee.
(Btw, th clred doors are a natural Lol. WWW!)
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Well, today started off boring, then later went to school for daji training followed by a great afternoon. Btw, i think th daji rmb me from last time th grandioso. Blah. Lame. Funny ah. Okay, to the FUN part! After tht rushed to vivo meet jia and peixuan. made our way to SENTOSAAAA So, our so called innocent picnic ended up a little dirty. But raining towards th end siah. Anw, jia and px cooked special pasta. For themselves and me too ;D i bought hotdog. which i only ate at home(just now-.-) i go bored. they burried me. i got sandy and jia kicked sand into my hair and ears. (Thnks again Jia-.-) After getting as much sand off myself, we took th skyride thingy. which was a sorta bad but gd idea. Gd, it was fun, bad, i dropped a 1.5 litre of sprite on th ride. COME ONN. how would i knw that th chair has an opening near th butt area. we got up, i wanted to put th bottle down, and down it went. wasted siah. so, screamed my heads off. yupp, definitely. after tht took th luge. wow. screamed too. bumpy. but sad. not many pics taken. imma noob adventure phototaker. D: Wanted to take th sky thingy again but rained. DD: next, squeezed in th fucking small monorail. then mrt-ed back home. wow. tiring siah. but still have to go sentosa again. D: i mean :D tiring but fun. i hope can go sentosa w/dikir peeps. Lalaaaaaaa organise lahhh. (*HintHint*) (Later will post some sentosa pics if not feeling lazy.)
SHIYUN: Okay, Love you, muacks :D Lol.
QaQa: Yo!
SHIYUN: Sorryyyyyy lah. Next time, promise kiss you when see you again kay? :DD
JIAYAN: (In my tone.) HELLO GAYS AND TOMBOYS?
Instead of enjoying a great saturday,
i have to go school and rush to sentosa.
now i see why i never had a life last yr, (p6)
i mean seriously, i had no social life.
but now, at least better. but stil, it can be better
Mf actually doesnt realise that i've been to so many places lah
i think more than her. i go sentosa so many times can die ithink.
th beach quite small. Lol. Comparing to ECP lah.
So, more about me now. This thing is getting wayyy out of control. I cant believe ths is happening. I have never felt this wayy before. Is this possible? Or is it just another one of those things? Is this real? I cant even answer my own questions. This is embarrassing.
Friday, November 21, 2008
So, as i predicted, the boring day ended up boring :/
Blahblahblah.
Dinner at delifrance even though breakfast/lunch was still in my tummy :/
damn. its freaking bored now seh.
and guess whd, my day got better when found out one of my contacts tore. -'-
that is jus plain shit siah. faggot lah. so, gotta waste more money buying new pair
(btw, was so pissed till i tore th other contacts too. DDDDD: )
So i have 40$ , 18 is going to my new contacts ): tml going to be weird
cause going sentosah w/jia and her cchms frens. awkward. but i think i knw thm ah
so 3 bucks gone to tht. remaining moneh, 19$ ohoh.
trying to con parents of money when buying books :DD (insert evil laugh :muahaha?)
aiming for 50$? okay lah. next week got gz exam siah. aiyah.
then tml got daji training for next yr syf. so less time for sentosa D:
mann, can my holiday get any worse? (i think so siah.)
Dang. Cant go out w/ fucked up dad at home
Dead. X.x Last time, got free time no money
now, got money got time but dad -'-
Ughh, Pissed siah. I think i'll be posting more short posts today
so watch out you guys.
Feeling so fucked up. Sumore got flu so took this from Jia's blog.
CURRENTS.
Current mood: Fucked up, bored, Sick.
Current taste: What? Sour?
Current clothes: Shirt and checkered shorts.
Current desktop: Some animal in th desert. Lazy to change-.-
Current toenail Color: Pinkish orange? (Lol, same as Jia?)
Current time: 10.50am
Current thoughts: Is this real love?
FIRSTS.
First best friend: I KNOW I KNOW! Claris from nursery. Last time in daycare. Lol. ;D
First crush: Cant rmb.
First movie: HULK. watched w/uncle Lol. Pathetic.
First time clubbed: In my dreams.
First partner: .
First kiss: Some guy came up to me in nursery. First kiss wasted D: But i guess not counted bah. Lol
LASTS.
Last cigarette: Still thinking .
Last alcohol: I dont take alcohols
Last car ride: Ytd.
Last crush: Now.
Last time clubbed: Dream.
Last partner: .
Last phone call: Alph , in th morning
Last CD played: Movie?
Last song played: Better off alone. -Marie Digby :D
Last person kissed: Mf :/
Last place gone to: Novena, ytd
HAVE YOU EVER.
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: Nope
Have you ever been arrested: Nope
Have you ever been on TV: I think in th news LOL. ver fast one lah
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: Yup, tht guy. -.-
Have you ever did drugs: Clean.
PLACES.
Places you can be always seen at: Home. Xms. Theatres. Arcade? D:
Places you like to go: Theatres!
Places you'd like to visit: ZOO! (I shall go commit suicide like tht guy. Lol)
THINGS.
Things you like to eat: CHOCOLATECAKEESSSS(i think i have one i my fridge)
Things you like to do: Watch tv. (FRIENDSS, star world.)
Things you do when you get bored: flip through every channel on tv.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
SHIYUN: Next time you tagg ah. Btr.
ELAINEEE: relinked.
JIAYAN: HI JIA.
Shuhan': Thnks! I'll tag you back asap.
Justin: And to think I was going to change my mind about thinking tht yre gay.
Nothng today
except tht i got moneeeeyyyyyy
dont ask me how. i just got it. Legally i guess ;D
stayed home and rotted at home today.
youtube,. camwhoring. will edit and put up a mosaic soon
as you can see, i changed my dp. Yupp,
its one of th many. I cant believe i still have one more month +
dang. serious rotting here.
dang it. damn it. okay . im gonna wash off my face.
later meeting mom. -.-
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Im gonna miss all my dikir peeps.
Blleaaahhh. Shadow-y meee
Am I asleep?
You cant see my eyes lah. Celak so dark like goth
Correction: Not like goth. Imma goth LOL
THE CRAZINESSSS will be missed
We only look innocent
with our hands across our chest and th rock sign forever
We still look sexaye from th back right?
Do i look blind?
slacking i see....
Tagged by LALA ;D.
10 weird things/habits/little facts about me:
1. I stil sleep with soft toys (is tht weird?)
2. I think no one has seen my emo side.
3. I cry when i watch love stories or read relationship books etc -.-
4. I always thought no one can truely understand me
5. I hate myself.(cause sometimes i think imma bitch)
6. I tend to scream when no one's home(most of the time in joy)
7. Im mostly always feeling down though no one can see it(im gd at hiding ;D)
8. I get angry for th smallest things sometimes. and if i truly get angry, i can start crying
9. I lie everytime. can be to anyone, i think i cant even trust myself anymore
10. Imma bitch.
1o other ppl who been tagged.
(Random order)
1. Jia.
2. Smurf .
3. Mabu.
4. Aquila.
5. Amy.
6. Lester.
7. Shiyun.
8. Dusk?.
9. Justin.
10. Emily.
kay done with tht
anyway, i still miss dikir, but guess whd?
next yr im gonna be in 打击!!!!!
Sibeh happy ah. geokmin in too
but xinjie i think cant cause she'll be missing this week training
and also he say cannot get anymore ppl in
but sad lah. only me and geokmin. th rest all i dknw
so anw, these days i have been feeling damn low
jia, its not bcause of tht anymore
later going to upload dikir pics kayy? ;D
still feeling tht down low feeling.
I just wish i have th courage to tell someone.
but cant
i think this feeling is starting to hurt a little too much
how?
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Damn. no more dikir. this sucks
no more fun
dang im gonna miss you guys mann
today started okay,
as always i cannot wake up early
then went out late. I think i was lucky ah
th rest say th debate kinda rabak Lol
Anw,
i look fucked up goth after make up
ZOMGZXZX right?
post pic if have Lol(i think not ah)
and guess whd, i chose a fucking wrong day to nvr bring phone
cannot take pics ah fuck siah next,
blahblahblah im seriously going to rot
cause now no dikir, aquila's gone
can it get any worse? yes
wait i think not.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
DIKIR PEEPS IM GONNA MISS YOUUUUUUUUS
heck
Monday, November 17, 2008
Well, just finished re-doing me nails,
simple, pink toes and just plain shiny finger nails
actually, if only i had a french set, then i can totaly start a french service ;D
tht would be so fucking cool mann. ;DD
anyway, tht still gets me thinking bout money
i left my fucking phone at mom's office
now left with nothing tonight and tml
damn i dknw how to go one WHOLE day w/o it
but come to think of it, i dont have to ans any calls fomr Mf
and i dont get smses from anyone so like whds th point sia?
wanted to get a job web from jia, but i think she 'sleep' alrd
wow. this sucks
im still bored, jobless, and desperate for money
help?
Okay, i need money pronto
yupp,
anyway,
next, i think i'll do anything or money now. ANYTHING
I need a financial advisor. anybdy interested?
next,
bored. bye
and this weird feeling still sucks
Saturday, November 15, 2008
I hate this fucking feeling its like. Uggh, like i dknw, i dont like it especially not now seh. Damn whd ah. Can you believe it. Even i cant believe it, sometimes i dont knw if this feeling is real? Is it? I dont dare to confess but, then again i want advice. This sucks, for people who think tht having a crush would be fun (like my lame me last time,) its not. Okay take my words i dont knw whd th fuck this feeling is now. Confused :/ Help?
Okay, Wed, Gz boring blahblahblah
Thursday!!!!!!
SENTOSAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
with AQQQUIIILLLAAAAA
Watched madagacar 2 !! Sibeh funny
I bet even people without a sense of humour will laugh along ;D
Next, SENTOSA ;D
no time for camwhoring D:
Anw, she buried me in sand Lol
then after go to th fountain on th way wan go
toilet, saw a peacock. :O
fun then clean off in th toilet
make th whole toilet wet, (me lah)
then sooo, th auntie was damn mad. Lol
we faster faster go run ;D
Pics , first one is th subaru impreza challenge went thr last sat w/aquila and sis
the rest sentosa pics ;D look at th beatifulme as a mermaid :D
Friday, November 14, 2008
Mabu.:Okay, ya dont have to spam-.-
yunting: Lol, not telling eh, Okay yre gonna be tagged soon! Watch out kay!
sherie: Hey, miss ya too mann, sry but th vulgarities, but its me,
SHIYUN: So, you come my blog only when yre bore? :/ Sadded
Kay done ;D
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
cris: I miss you too ! I really hate gz nw, and th bad thing is I wont get to play DaJi anymore! DD:
sabreaxe: Hope yr leg gets better faster so can go out and crazy with us again! Loves ya too?
Justin: Long time no see too aye? Rmb do th thing kayy..
alphie: Lol. Kay do th quiz.
sabreaxe: Not anymore right? Its kinda old.
Amielia: Yupp from tht person. OH YAH KLANTAN DANG FRGT.
SHIYUN: Yupp. Long time. Sry ah.
JIAYAN.: Thanks and okay.
Guofang:D: Guof ;D
ELAINEEE: HI MANNN.. MISS YOUSS!
JingYi: Hey YOU!
wow, alot aye. din realise.
Hi.
Today was complicated
took us fuck long to fucking decide whr to go.
Ideas ranged from Escape, Ehub to Sentosa ;D
Anw, in th end, went to hougang plza Kbox
Actually ytd started off with Kbox at Orchard
Next, screamed, sing, scream , eat scream,
shout , vulgars blahblahblah 3 go out go arcade at
DhobyGhaut like ytd-.- arcade addictive
play th daytona dknw how many times
spent 38 $ thr i think
then went bunk slack watch them play
then dinner w/Mf at delifrance again
tml gz sian i hate it now
so yeah now let me vent my anger
hey fuck you mann,
not th worst words can explain my feelings ah
i dknw why th fuck im so angry at you
but th more i think of it, th more im mad at you
fck off mann im fcking pissed okay,
i feel so damn pissed
FUCK MAN THIS SUCKS YOU SUCK
WHY TH FUCK DO I FEEL LIKE THIS
I FUCKING HATE YOU MANN.
i think i knw why im mad
its yr fcking attitude man
i dont wanna elaborate
just i wish i had th courage to say this to you
FUUUUCCCCCKKKKK LLAAAHHHHHHHHHH
Saturday, November 8, 2008
today went to aquila's hse,
damn bored ah
watch friends ;D
dang why dont they have new seasons anymore?
went to bugis w/ them[ila and sis],
fuck ah, havent get allowance so nth to buy
then eat at this secret shop
blahblahblah
Friday, November 7, 2008
A.Ppl who have been tagged must write their answers in their blogs.
B.Tag 8 ppl to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These ppl must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C.Continue this game by sending it to 8 other ppl
The 8 people ;
Jia,Smurf, Lester, Alph, Sy, Justin, Dusk? Anyone .
Tagged by Mabu ;D
1]What have you been doin recently?
Using com.
2]Do you ever turn yr cell phone off?
Nope, Unless mom is irritating me or no batt
3]What happened at 10am today?
Still Sleeping .-
4]When did you last cry?
When things were complicated btn us.
5]Believe in fate/destiny?
Yupp.
6]What do you want in yr life now?
I want someone to totally trust and love.
7]Do you carry a umbrella when it rains or just put up yr hood?
Just keep walking.
8]Whats yr favourite thing to have on yr bed?
Bunnies!!!! ;D
9]What bottoms are you wearing now?
Checkered-Shorts.
10]Whats the nicest thing in yr inbox?
Thrs two: (Sorry i typed it out,hope you dont mind)
"I just dont know how to say it personally. I just really love you kayy? A lot. And there's nobody else who i'd rather be with." and, "I just feel like holding you tight and nvr let go. I just want to make u happy. There's nvr been a day whr i was angry or upset with u. People keep telling me the badside of you but i just think i'd have to live with it coz i've nvr found a girl so cute and pretty."
11]Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Idknw.
12]Are you wearing anything borrowed frm someone?
Not borrowed, bought
3]What was the last movie you caught?
On the tv, Step Brothers, in th theatres, Quantum of Solace
14]What are you proud of?
Friends, Me, Idknw?
15]What does yr oldest text msg in yr inbox says?
Please practice.
16]What was the last song you sang out loud?
What About Now?.
17]Do you have any nicknames?
Nut, Nutty, Walnut?
18]What does yr last receive text msg says?
Do the math gunduu, do th math
19]What time did you go to bed last nite?
1.45?
20]Are you currently happy?
Nope, no one to go out w/me tml.
21]Who gives you the best advice?
Loved friends!
22]Do you eat whipped cream straight frm the can?
If I have a can.
23]Who did you talk on the phone last nite?
I din talk on th phone last nite
24]Is something bugging you now?
Yupp, tht feeling. -'-
25]What/who was the last person to make you laugh?
Aquila. ! Lol, drop more eggs next time eh,
26]Do you wear toe socks?
OMG. I'd rather die of stinky feet
27]Who was the last person you missed a call frm?
Cm?
28]Have you ever had your heart broken?
Unfortunately, yes
29]What annoys you most in a person?
Step-py ppl if yknw whd i mean(I annoy myself sometimes when i kinda step)
30]Do you have a crush on someone?
Again, unfortunately, yes
31]Have you ever done cocaine?
Nope, drug free
32]What is the colour of yr room?
Faded pink? Its old okay, I'd like to chang it to orange if i can
34]Do you believe in the saying,’Talk is cheap’?
Maybe, If i knw th meaning of it
33]Would you kill someone you hate for a billion bucks?
Neh. Not worth it, if i hate tht person, why would i spen a bilion bucks fr him/her?
35]Who was the last person to lie in yr bed?
Me?
36]Who was the last person to hug you?
Mf,-.-
37]Did you see the last person you kissed recently?
Yes-.-
38]Do you have a life?
Yupp, or else this cant be happening
39]Have you ever thought someone died,when they didnt?
Weirdly, yes
40]What is the reason behind yr profile song?
Its damn catchy i guess
41]Who was the last person you saw in yr dreams?
Me? I think i was eating
42]Last time you smiled?
Today, Like duh?
43]Have you changed this year?
Of course, A lot i guess
44]What are you listening to rite now?
987fm
45]Are you talking to someone while doing this?
Nope. Sad eh?
46]Do you walk with your eyes closed or open?
I think i'll die if i walk w/my eyesclosed
47]Is there a quote you live by?
Nope.
48]Do you want someone you can never have?
Er, idknw eh
49]Have you ever played an instrument?
Yupp, gz, piano, violin, recorder-.-, guitar Lol?
50]What was the worst idea you’ve had this week?
Going WWW on a rainy day, (apparently i forgot about th lightning part)
51]What were you doin last nite at 11pm?
Movie: Taken ;D
52]Are you happy with your love life rite now?
not really.
53]What song best describes yr love life?
Last christmas-.-, Love bug , How will i know
54]Does the person noe you like him/her?
I dont think so
55]Who always makes you laugh?
Me! Aquila?Smurf? the dikirpeeps,
56]Do you speak other languages other than english?
Well, duh, malay, chi, erm , tagalog? singlish ;D
57]Favourite websites?
blogger; friendster; youtube; blogs; blahblahblah
58]Whats yr middle name?
Fathin -.-
60]What do you think you are like?
Bitchy, Kinda step Lol,(i dknw why i cant stop myself from this, kind irritating me too) Funny? Small, not near stupid/dumb, sometimes blank/spaced
61]Who will you choose to die with?
Idkw, dont like to think bout death
62]Where have you been today?
Delifrance ;D
63]What game do you play often?
Now gunbound Lol
64]Who are you missing now?
A few people, Ex schoolmates,teachers
65]If you had to choose between your fren or your lover which will you choose?
Idknw, i will choose when th time comes
66]What are you doing right now?
Blogging, listening to 987
67]Which primary school are you from?
Paya Lebar Methodist Girls' (LikeMabu ;D)
68]Name 3 colours that you like?
Orange, purple, brightbutnotlight blue.
69]What emotion do you like to show?
Happy
70]What is yr life to you?
Like a beach, th tide comes and goes then sometimes tsunami LOL ;D
71]If you have something bothering you what will you do?
Sometimes just let it solve itself bah
72]Who did you last chat on msn today?
I din go on msn today, at least not yet
73]Who do you admire the most?
Idknw
74]Which month were you born in?
January. Like Mabu too ;D mann this is gd tht i dont really have to edit stuff
75]How are you feeling right now?
Angry, Sad, Pain?
76]What is the time now?
11.02pm
77]What kind of person do you think of the one who tagged you? Funny, Kind, Thr for me,Supportive,Special,Loud Like Me ;D Love you
78]What colour did you use to dye yr hair?
Erm, last time, reddish brown
79]Why are you doing this test?
Cause mabu ask me to
80]What do you do when you are moody?
Just listen to songs, talk to smone, or just blog it out
81]At which age do you wish to get married?
">Why would i think bout tht?
82]Who is more important to you?
Friends
83]If today was the last day of your life what would you do?
I would tell the people i love tht i love them, go to every place tht i can go to around th world.Spend money everywhr, watch movie, enjoy myself, tell everything tht i have been keeping to myself to everyone
84]Who is the person you trust the most?
Aquila, Mabu, Jia
85]Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes, -.- i've seen it bfore
86]If you had a dream come true wat would it be?
Erm, be rich and able to shop all i want
87]What is your goal for this year?
Get money.
88]Do you believe in eternity love?
Kinda
89]What feeling do you love the most?
That butterfly-feeling when yre in love
90]Do you think its Global Warming now?
Sadly, yupp, DDDD:
91]What feeling do you hate the most?
When i love someone but i dont, ugghhh its complicated
92]You like doing quizzes?
sometimes
93]Do you believe in God?
Ofcourse
94]Who cares for you the most?
Idknw
95]What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
I dwan talk bout this
96]What will you bring when you fight?
Depends
97]What have you regretted doing your whole life?
Letting my mom do all th choosing for me -'-
98]What would you do if nobody cared for you?
Cry
99]What would you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you? Slap his face and step on his feet and breakup.
100]How do you feel now?
Look at 75. -.-
ytd,
dikir, and a storytelling session after lunch at spaceship playgrnd
Lol, yupp, anw dont want to think bout th stories,
went toapayoh watch quantum of solace w/Mf, made my head spin ah
keep running here and thr., Advice for others who wanna watch:
If you cant stand shaky cameras, dont watch
so, then reach home watch anth action movie, more pain for th eyes again
movie called taken,Lol. Watched w/ Mf Lol
after tht movie , straight away watch Step brothers w/Mf LOLOL, will ferrel and john c. reily,
damn funny ah, Lololololol, horny and damn vulgar, no wonder nc16.
LOLLOLOLOLOLOL Mf laugh damn loud and contagious lah.
Yah thts mostly it
today,
nth much,
morning watch step brothers again, Lol
cant get enough of tht
then later go deliver lunch to Mf at her department
& i had to pay for th fuckingmeal. Plus i had to bring smth for her just
bcos she forgot to bring it for her friend. And she says i do too much for my friends
as if i dont torture someone else to bring smth for my friend.
then gz blahblahblah
dinner at delifrance w/Mf
wanna watch coffin but thrs nobody to go w/
planned to ask Jia but apparently she watched w/IDKNW WHO
and i din knw . Great, just great, aquila's stuck at hme cause her mom home tml
great,great.great. tml is going to be a lonertime for me again
Well, It started out as a hot day. Bright lah, I was wearing Jia's jumper for th first time. Lol. Yupp, made me look kinda fatter than usual. So, when we thought th weather could not get any worse, it did. It rained like hell lah. Fuck. And we were still walking slowly in the rain like no body's business. Lol, everyone except lester, he ran to burger king i think. Anw, smurf was freaking out. Din want to get wet Lol. So, by the time we arrive at BK, soaking wet. I took out th jumperand wear orientation shirtover singlet, (wore it when i went th hse saying im going school with skinnies. Lol)Got cold and crazy after eating Breakfast/Lunch started to drink disgustin milo. Blieve me it was. Next, started our cycle, finally, after cycling sometime, realised Jia &Bryan missing. Hah. God nows whd happened, Anw, then at one some time we stopped to play by th beach.BlahBlahBlah sand water, smurf scared to get clotheswet, jia blah lester loning blahblahblah. then when smurf was busy playing w/sand , i took her slipper throw at water , then i go cover bfore she see, then Jia was sitting on the rocks thr, then after tht want to throw to her overshot, (like in gunbound-.-) then it got to th somewhd kinda deep area on th other side of th rocks. I was like OMG. Jia and th two guys were like OOOOHHHHH NUT GONNA DIE. Wow, whd support aye? Then dusk tried to go down th rocks get th slipper. Bu forgot tht it was slippery at th bottom cause of th algae then he slip and fell, sprained his ankle and got wound on elbow, (sorry again ah, my fault.) So he couldnt save Smurf's favourite slipper which she MUST get back(i tried to tell her she can have th slippers which i was wearing which was originally hers, but NOOOOOO) Anw, so me and smurf swam kinda far fo tht one slipper, (who knew swimming w/ skinnies would be tiring) for smurf it was easy, she was wearing shorts, i was wearing skinnies, i felt lik drowning thr and thn, damn tiring ah, fucking heavy skinnies. Okeh, so, me and smurf, was all wet, (i was alrd wet but smurf was dry, but in th end it was th same for th both of us) Smurf's shirt was sort of see through when wet , so i gave her my orientation shirt, . then whd was i wearing you ask? a white singlet w/ a red spagstrip thingy inside. How pornotic lah. Sooo, since we were wet, we played in th water. LOL. tht was when we stepped on fucking sharp rocks and got cuts, i think thts how we got it lah. Sooo, today's trip left th three of us, me smurf dusk, marks, while th other three were clean. -'- the rest go return bike and go BK then me and smurf cycle such a fucking long way just to go to toilet. sticky, pissed and thr were cuts on my leg. after a so called shower, cycle al th way back, my leg aching and then went home in cab, smurf came my hse to bathe and get dry clothes thn her angry mom fetched her. So whd a day aye? Yupp, but i guess it was fun too. Still sorry ah dusk.
Sry long time, damn lazy update siah.
yunting: Kay,
Mabu.: Lol, gd.
sabreaxe: Keh, gt over it alrd. &Nvm
Mabu.: HI ;D
Aquila: If i tell you it wont be a secret anymore will it?
wahyuni: Kay, thanks and yr linked too...
sabreaxe: Sorry bout tht it was my fault kay, i was really very irritating aye? Sorry again bout tht fall and AHHHH i feel so fucking bad bout it. My fault. Sorry.
Mabu.: Oh ok, later i do. But damn a lot qs siah.
Monday, November 3, 2008
damn, its complicated.
its a weird feeling.
I need to tell smone.
But who?
They make me become the person I am today